My world was upside down.

After 36 long hours of labor, I finally delivered our first baby who died half-way to term. I left the hospital with post-partum hormones raging, milk flowing, and enough grief to sink a ship.

Wiping away streaming tears and snot, I couldn’t help it.  God got an earful.  Why God?! We prayed for this baby!  We loved our baby!  Why?!

The truth is, the more you love the more you hurt. Finish reading at https://susanbmead.com/life-hard/